Home Sweet....YEAH RIGHT.

Well, we are back in Hell. AKA California. I swear..I really hate this place. I can't wait until May. I mean..I didn't throw up AT ALL while I was visiting my mom and family. What happens this morning when I wake up knowing I have to leave? I threw up. What happened the minute I walked inside the apartment? I threw up. I don't understand WHY anyone would want to live in California. There's nothing but stress and money problems. That was the first thing I thought about. I looked at the bulletin board..and there's a list of things I have to take care of. That's what made my cry the most. Responsibilities and bills are so stressful.

I'm not going to work at the petstore anymore. Why should I? I get paid $5.56 an hour. Umm..hello...minimum wage is $8.50 here in California now. Not to mention on the weekends Liz has me get there at 8 in the morning..and I don't start getting paid until 9. Just thinking about it makes me want to puke. I hate it.

3 and a half months and all this California stress will be gone. It seems way too long. =(

I miss my mom so much already. When I was checking in the bags..and they said I had to run..I cried so much because I didn't really get to say good bye to her. Even though I know I'm going to see her again in a short time, it hurts sooo much. God, just typing it out is making me cry. I think I love my mom way too much. =D Oh well. It feels good.