Shainakins Live

I couldn't think of anything for the title..as you can see. =D

It's Wednesday the 30th. Urgh. Time is now slowing down. Probably because I want to leave so bad. BUT atleast this month is almost over. This weekend when Nick goes out to the flea market he's going to bring home a bunch of boxes. Then I can really get cracking on this packing business. I just can't wait until May 20th and we get into the truck and begin our journey. I'm really excited about it. Yayyyy! =D

So, I didn't take my vitamins for 2 nights, and it's amazing how that makes you feel. I felt terrible. Last night I remembered to take the pill and right now I feel wonderful. Those pills really DO make a difference. No joke. I don't feel as tired. Maybe today I will actually clean up a little bit. Possibly unpack. Ha, now that's a joke. Like I told my mom, why unpack? In 3 months we're leaving...those bags will be ready to go!! Her response? "Isn't there dirty clothes in one of the luggages??" Well, of COURSE. That's why I will just wash them when I get to her house. Sounds like a plan if you ask me. =D

Well, I don't have too much to say anymore. Now that's a first.

Well, here's a few pictures from Indiana. I would have taken more..but it was too cold! Haha.


Mom and I cross-stitching. Oh so fun. =D



Mom and I again...I'm having fun. =D


Colton and Nick.


Nick and Nick.


On our way to Indiana. =D So pretty.

Well, we are back in Hell. AKA California. I swear..I really hate this place. I can't wait until May. I mean..I didn't throw up AT ALL while I was visiting my mom and family. What happens this morning when I wake up knowing I have to leave? I threw up. What happened the minute I walked inside the apartment? I threw up. I don't understand WHY anyone would want to live in California. There's nothing but stress and money problems. That was the first thing I thought about. I looked at the bulletin board..and there's a list of things I have to take care of. That's what made my cry the most. Responsibilities and bills are so stressful.

I'm not going to work at the petstore anymore. Why should I? I get paid $5.56 an hour. Umm..hello...minimum wage is $8.50 here in California now. Not to mention on the weekends Liz has me get there at 8 in the morning..and I don't start getting paid until 9. Just thinking about it makes me want to puke. I hate it.

3 and a half months and all this California stress will be gone. It seems way too long. =(

I miss my mom so much already. When I was checking in the bags..and they said I had to run..I cried so much because I didn't really get to say good bye to her. Even though I know I'm going to see her again in a short time, it hurts sooo much. God, just typing it out is making me cry. I think I love my mom way too much. =D Oh well. It feels good.

Well, I am really enjoying my time in Indiana. I just wish we didn't have to go back. I can't wait for May. I'm having such a great time with my family. I really don't mind the cold either!! It's really not all that bad. =D May should come pretty fast. Basically Nick and I only have like 3 months to get ready. That's going to fly by. Especially if we don't start getting on it.

Nick and Jamie went to a bar. They've been gone for about 3 and a half hours now. Hope they're okay and not sitting in jail. haha not too funny.

Anyway...my feet are starting to get cold...and my hands.

Just wanted to post about how great of a time I am having!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Let me tell you something..it's not just in the morning. They should call it ALL DAY SICKNESS. Yeah...it starts first thing in the morning. But that's not where it ends. Sometimes I hate going to bed because I know I'm going to wake up and throw up. Let me tell you, its a workout on your abs!! Hahah. It's not really funny...cause it hurts. =(

Well, besides all of that I think I have a new addiction: Ebay. It all started when I bought the duffle bag. Then I bought Nick his SRH decal for his truck. It didn't stop there. I bought Trevor and Colton their Christmas gifts. Which was a good investment. I've finally finished buying everyone their Christmas gifts. It sure is a good feeling. I don't think there has been a year where I bought everyone something for Christmas. Well, not something nice for everyone. I think I bought my mom and sister the most stuff. =D Just because..well, I love 'em so much!! Not saying I don't love the rest of them..I just know that those two are the ones that really bust butt for everyone.

Anyway, I got to thinking about how I haven't bought anything for myself since my cell phone was stolen..which was the day after Christmas. The only thing I have bought for myself was a plane ticket. =D So, I ended up buying some shoes and undies. I got the shoes for only $12.35!! They're a new pair of vans that if I bought them at the mall would've cost me over 40 dollars. So, I'm really excited about that. I hope they get here before I leave for Indiana.

Speaking of that, I'll be in Indiana in 4 more days. Wow, I remember when it was I'll be there in a month. I am so excited about seeing them. I still have a lot to do before I leave. Which is probably why the days are going by so fast. I still have to do laundry, pack, and take care of other stuff. Liz is going to take puff, paulie, JD and Nanners to her house to watch. Xena is going over to Nick's parents house. We just need to find somewhere DC can go. But, I'm leaving that up to Nick. It's his cat. =D

Aww..I better start getting ready for work. I have to leave in 35 minutes. Bleh. The joys of working.

Thank God it's only a half day.