Sometimes I wake up really sad..and I don't know why. It's kind of annoying. I know it's because of all my hormones..but geeze..can we stop now? Today I just want to pack up all of our stuff and say, Nick forget it all lets just go. BUT I know I can't do that. Even though I would really love to just leave this hell hole right now. Urgh there's too much drama..and now I'm getting brought into it.

Okay, so the other day Nick, Tonia and I all went to that damn autorama. We didn't ask Sean to go because he said he didn't want to. So, we didn't tell him we were going to go because Nick didn't want to hurt Sean's feelings. More like Sean go crazy. I guess yesterday he called Tonia and was all, "How'd you like the car show?" Tonia replied, "I didn't go to a car show." Sean then says, "Yes you did. Shaina told me you did." HA! I haven't talked to Sean after he left that rude comment on my site. So I got really irritated because how dare him bring me into his psycho games with Tonia. So, I told Nick I want NOTHING to do with his psycho friend. I think Nick was getting a little irritated with me because I kept calling his friend psycho. Ha, oh well. I don't want anything to do with that mess.

Tonia is moving back to Oklahoma next month. Her brother is flying down to help her on the drive there. Not the psycho brother. haha. So things should start going back to normal. No more psycho friend calling me up or talking crap. Praiseee tha lord! =P

Well, what a way to start off valentines day. Heh. I don't think Nick and I are doing anything special. I told him not to get me anything because..well, I'm poor and can't get him anything. =P But, I'm sure he'll come home with something and make me feel like poop. =/

Happy Valentines Day, everyone!

Quote of the Day:

Have you ever observed that we pay much more attention to a wise passage when it is quoted than when we read it in the original author?
Philip G. Hamerton, "The Intellectual Life"

So, today I am cooking som chicken. I found a really cool recipe over at allrecipes.com. They've got a lot of tasty stuff. I really hope my chicken comes out tasting super good. This is the first time I've ever cooked chicken. Usually you can find me in the kitchen making hamburger helper. Haha, the most difficult stuff..if you're a 10 year old. =D But, it was a start. Look at me..moving up to chicken!! Maybe by next week or so, I'll be making MEATLOAF! haha, that sounds too difficult. But, I'll just go to allrecipes.com.

So, lets see..what's new? I actually did something I said I was going to do..which is cleaning the livingroom!! But, Xena decided to bring me stuff from outside and put it by my feet. =/ How thoughtful of her. I just love her presents. -sighs- I wish she'd keep the nature outside where it belongs and not try to share it with me.

Puff is still sitting right next to me. He was suppose to be gone Tuesday. I keep forgetting to ask Nick about what Mary-Anne said about it. She's suppose to be taking Puff for her grandson. I feel really bad because his heatlamp broke..but I thought it'd be okay since he was suppose to be gone on Tuesday..but he's still sitting here. So, I'll have to ask Nick to pick one up. Since he's the one that broke it in the first place. =P

So, here's a quote from Hed(PE) that I really like. I think I'm going to start putting a daily quote at the end of my posts. Sounds fun. =D

"Is there really a hell and a heaven?
NO, what do you think Jesus meant
When he said "be born again"
(edited due to language)
He was talkin' about reincarnation
Ha that's enough knowledge for now"
----Hed (PE) in Game Over

So..I was looking at my sister's site and saw how much her dead body is worth. I decided to try it out just for fun. =D

$5200.00The Cadaver Calculator - Find out how much your body is worth.

Wow, I didn't know I was worth that much. Hahah. I wonder who would get that money.

Anyway, I've been feeling really, really bad these past few days. Yesterday was TERRIBLE. I would try sitting at the computer but I had such a bad headache that everything was blurry. So, all it did was hurt my eyes more. Then I decided to take a hot shower. Ha, what a bad idea. While I was in the shower, I got really dizzy and lightheaded. I fell over. It was not fun at all. Especially since I was the only one home. I got scared for a minute. I sat there for about ten minutes and finally got out. I was up and down all night long. I hated it. I hope today will be better. I don't want another day like yesterday. =/

Tonight Nick and I are going grocery shopping. I am very excited about that. It'll be nice to have some food in the house. Then we can stop eating so much junk food. I told him last night I was tired of fast food. So instead of eating that junk, last night he brought me home fruit salad and a veggie tray. It was good. =D

Anyway, I think I'm going to go clean up the living room. I don't know why. Xena will just tear up more toys and get the stuffing all over the place again. This is why I don't clean it as often as I should. =(

So, I spent this morning watching the Saturday cartoons. I watched two episodes of the Ninja Turtles...and yes, I enjoyed it. Nick made fun of me...but, I know secretly he liked it too. =D I haven't watched cartoons in forever! Family Guy does not count.

Nick had to work today. So it's another day that I have the place to myself. Which sometimes can be good. But I get bored easily. Nick is suppose to bring boxes home today so we can continue on packing. This morning when Nick got up, he looked at me and told me how excited he is about May. He had the nerve to say he is more excited than me. Psh, yeah right!! We have three and a half months. Ohh boy!

Nick found a home for Puff. I'm going to miss the little lizard, but it'll be better for him. I don't want the electricity to go out while living in Indiana and then Puff dies from the cold. I'd feel terrible. To move him out into that climate would be selfish. That's why he is getting a new home on Tuesday. =) Then all we will have would be, Xena, Dc, JD, Paulie and Nanners. Sounds like a lot, but it's really not.

Anyway, I was thinking about calling Petsmart and see if they take in animals. If they do, I'm going to donate my two ratties. I really don't want the trip out to Indiana to be anything like the first trip with the fam. You run so many risks driving 2300 miles with loads of pets. =/

Anyway, I think I might call my mom just to check in on her. =D Mmm, I still have some chinese food left. YaY!