Sometimes I wake up really sad..and I don't know why. It's kind of annoying. I know it's because of all my hormones..but geeze..can we stop now? Today I just want to pack up all of our stuff and say, Nick forget it all lets just go. BUT I know I can't do that. Even though I would really love to just leave this hell hole right now. Urgh there's too much drama..and now I'm getting brought into it.

Okay, so the other day Nick, Tonia and I all went to that damn autorama. We didn't ask Sean to go because he said he didn't want to. So, we didn't tell him we were going to go because Nick didn't want to hurt Sean's feelings. More like Sean go crazy. I guess yesterday he called Tonia and was all, "How'd you like the car show?" Tonia replied, "I didn't go to a car show." Sean then says, "Yes you did. Shaina told me you did." HA! I haven't talked to Sean after he left that rude comment on my site. So I got really irritated because how dare him bring me into his psycho games with Tonia. So, I told Nick I want NOTHING to do with his psycho friend. I think Nick was getting a little irritated with me because I kept calling his friend psycho. Ha, oh well. I don't want anything to do with that mess.

Tonia is moving back to Oklahoma next month. Her brother is flying down to help her on the drive there. Not the psycho brother. haha. So things should start going back to normal. No more psycho friend calling me up or talking crap. Praiseee tha lord! =P

Well, what a way to start off valentines day. Heh. I don't think Nick and I are doing anything special. I told him not to get me anything because..well, I'm poor and can't get him anything. =P But, I'm sure he'll come home with something and make me feel like poop. =/

Happy Valentines Day, everyone!

Quote of the Day:

Have you ever observed that we pay much more attention to a wise passage when it is quoted than when we read it in the original author?
Philip G. Hamerton, "The Intellectual Life"

Well, today was rather boring. I wasn't motivated to do anything. I didn't want to clean..cook or do anything. =D The computer was not entertaining me at all. I got really sick for about 2 hours..so I just layed down and watched What I Like About You and Reba. Gotta love the Reba. That show makes me happy. hehe.

So, today Nick's friend sent me a comment on Myspace. It said some rude stuff. After Nick called him...that's when he decided to say it was just a joke. Heh, whatever. Sometimes people's "jokes" aren't really jokes. Being rude and hateful out of nowhere is not funny to me. BUT whatever. =/

Nick and I just got home from walking Xena. It was a short walk. About 30 minutes. But, it made her pass out when we got home. So, I guess it worked for her. It's nice to get out and walk at night.

It's been really warm here lately. High 60s and low 70s. Yes, yes. That's what I'm talking about. It's going to be our last warm winter. Next winter we will be in Indiana and enjoying what my family is going through right now. Although..if Nick has our house by then..we won't be too cold. hehe. He said that he's going to make sure our house is warm because he doesn't like the cold. He gets really cranky and it's soo annoying. =/ Like he's the only one suffering. Psh. -sighs- Oh well. My mom said that when Nick and I do have our house, she's going to be over all the time during the winter..haha. But, Nick is suppose to be building that 7 foot fence to keep my mom out. hahah. So funny. =D

Anyay..I think I'm going to go. Gossip Girl will be on in 30 minutes. Yayyyy! I love that show. So much drama. I'd rather watch drama than have drama in my life. =D

Currently Listening: Lunacy Fringe - The Used

Quote of the Day:

Friends may come and go, but enemies accumulate.
Thomas Jones (1892 - 1969)

So, instead of going to the boardwalk, we decided to go to the autorama. I only wanted to go for the food. =D I had some chili cheese fries and a polish dog. It was rather good. I took a few pictures while we were there. Just so I can share them with everyone. Yay! Pictures!!


The Duckies!!!! We gave them some bread!


Nick and his MONSTER corndog.


Nick and I on the stairs. Aw, how sweet.


Nick and I on the stairs.


Nick doesn't like taking pictures.


Nick and I. <3


This was the cutest car there. =D


I love me some asian cars. XD


And that's all folks!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, today it's in the mid 60's. Which is nice and warm. I have the backdoor open and the fan going. It feels really nice. And Xena is loving it too. She keeps running outside, digging her hole and watching the birds. Sometimes she can be so damn cute. =D Then again, she's my baby.

Tonia stopped by today. She hung out for about an hour. She dropped off some pictures that some douchebag gave her to give to me. They're a bunch of really old pictures of my Grandpa. I mean, he looks about 18-20 in these pictures. It's amazing how different pictures were back then. I actually like them better. Holding them in your hand you can just sense the history in them. Pictures today are just a dime a dozen. It's nice to see things like my Gramps pictures. I will be giving them to my mom when I get there. Although, I might have something else in mind. =D

Tonia and Sean are going to a carshow tomorrow. Oh how fun. -chuckles- She asked me if Nick and I will go. She was practically begging. Haha, looks like she doesn't want to go with just Sean. Ashley was here today too. Oh my God she is such an adorable kid. I love her very much. I told Tonia the only way I would even consider going is if Ashley is there. Haha. I love hanging out with that kid. I guess her new thing is biting. Haha, it's so cute. When she walked in, the first thing she yelled was, "XENA, XENA!!" Ohh so cute.

After she left, I started to clean. I finally finished cleaning the bedroom. Nick will be very surprised when he gets home. Hah, I've been working on that bedroom for about 6 days. Now all that's left is laundry. Lots of it. Blankets, sheets, my clothes, Nick's clothes and whites. Sounds like a lot of fun. =/ Just have to wait for Nick to add money to the card. -sighs- He takes forever to do things like that. He always "forgets". Haha. What a dork.

Anyway, I dropped a lot of cards today. Had a lot of fun looking at people's sites. Hmm..I'm going to go finish watching Steve Wilko. One of my many addictions. =D


One last thing..here's what I did when I got bored. =D




Currently Listening: Bleeder - Alkaline Trio <3
Daily Quote:

Hollywood is a place where people from Iowa mistake each other for stars. Fred Allen (1894 - 1956)

Yes, yes. That is what I'm having for dinner tonight. It's quick and easy. =D Plus they're really good. Nick won't be home for another hour. He had to make a delivery tonight. So instead of being home at 5, he'll be home at 6:30. Maybe a little earlier.

He's taking me to see the Pink Spiders this weekend. It will be fun. I missed them the last time they were in town. =( This time they aren't the main act. Which sucks. They won't sing as many songs. But just seeing them makes me happy. =D

Urgh..I don't know what to talk about today. There really hasn't been much going on. I know, I know. Why even bother posting then? Ha, it gives me something to do.

Maybe tomorrow will be more exciting.


Currently Listening: Heroes & Martyrs- Bad Religion
Daily Quote:

A paranoid is someone who knows a little of what's going on.
William S. Burroughs (1914 - 1997)